Behind My Eyes

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Fri, 17 May 2013 22:44:52 -0400

One of the worst things you can do to me is disrespect me, and if I love you… I forgive, hell...

Fri, 17 May 2013 21:43:29 -0400

One of the worst things you can do to me is disrespect me, and if I love you… I forgive, hell I can even move on from it ‘with you’ but when you do it more than once, that’s where I get cut throat. I won’t stand by and allow anyone to disrespect me and feel they can keep on doing so, I’m an Aries with the moon sign of a Sag, don’t fuck with the ram, don’t fuck with a fire sign period, unless you want to get burned. I’m so angry right now, and I’m trying not to tell this person the harsh words that are willing to spill from my lips, and burn…… Patience… Patience… I need to go out for a jog, because I feel super aggressive right now, and let me keep my mouth shut before I say some pretty nasty things to this person.

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Mon, 13 May 2013 00:20:42 -0400

"As is the human body, So is the cosmic body. As is the human mind, So is the common mind. As is..."

Mon, 13 May 2013 00:20:25 -0400

“As is the human body, So is the cosmic body.
As is the human mind, So is the common mind.
As is the microcosm, So is the macrocosm.
As is the atom, So is the universe.”

- The Upanishads (via lenkalight)

I’m not used to this: I was talking to my best friend yesterday, explaining to her how...

Sat, 11 May 2013 19:15:53 -0400

~~I’m not used to this:~~

I was talking to my best friend yesterday, explaining to her how I’m still having this feeling where I want to leave my boy friend, and I just couldn’t seem to understand my self… She told me something that made complete sense to me… She told me—- “The reason why you’re feeling this way is because you’ve been through some extreme pain last year, that finally something good is happening and you don’t know how to handle this happiness, so you want to run away from it” it clicked… she’s right.. Especially since I’m not used to being loved truly by a man, it’s like I want to run…. stupid right?… -sigh- I won’t leave him, but I can’t help that… part of me still wants to run.. I just need to get used to him, loving me… Also I won’t have my hopes too high, just.. so many people have left… won’t get myself attached ya know.. let’s see what happens.. I’m just going with the flow.. allowing what ever comes my way— come what may… But I won’t allow myself to get attached.